this i call to mind

"my soul is bereft of peace;
i have forgotten what happiness is;
so i say, 'my endurance has perished;
so has my hope from the LORD.'

remember my affliction
and my wanderings,
the wormwood and the gall!
my soul continually remembers it
and is bowed down within me.
but this i call to mind,
and therefore i have hope: